Party On

Put your thing down flip it and reverse it... I have been thinking about going back to work. I honestly believe this whole 'balance' thing is a lie. Isn't it? Does anyone out there really feel like they're doing their best in all areas? In any event, my current 'balance' is out of whack. When I was working I missed out on so much of Eli's life. I missed him. I would wake up at 5:30 and get home at 6-6:30 then go to bed sometimes at 7pm so I could feel somewhat rested since he woke up constantly and would stay up for hours.  I feel really blessed to have been able to quit and spend the last almost 3 years with him, but it's getting to be that time again where I feel restless. I miss talking with other adults. I probably average 2-3 hours a week of adult interaction outside of my relationship with Josh and I need Eli to see other adults as his authority. I feel like I'm snapping at Eli a lot. I worry that the constant task of being his sole autho...

This week's title is brought to you by my Eli... I don't actually need help, but I'm very blessed to have help with these two. Especially when we're one parent down at home. I'm so thankful for friends and my mother-in-law this week. Week 38 I started standing and cruising! I also had my first swing ride. I throw a tantrum if you don't let me feed myself and macaroni and cheese makes me gag. I chase brother while he's motorcycling around the house. Week 39 I dance every time Moana's 'You're Welcome' comes on. I pat brother on the back and climb up slides. I help with chores by unfolding laundry and chasing the broom. I finally said Dada and Mama in the appropriate context. When dad got home I exclaimed,"dada!" and when mom turned the corner, I was looking for her and yelled "mama!". I got another tooth! My third one. I turned 9 months old today! Eli Whenever I choke on water or food, I tel...